so I'm WAAAAY less nauseated now that I'm past 12 weeks..KNOCK ON WOOD!!!!!!! But now I'm starting to get my appetite back (besides throwing up my cereal this morning) I am going to stock up on fruits and snacks and healthy stuff so I don't go for ice cream or anything fried like I did last pregnancy...Abby is starting to really grow out of being a baby she is so independent and I am gaining more confidence about her liking the new baby..although she REALLY doesn't seem to care for other kids or babies! She almost gets annoyed with them and wants to do her own thing. HAHA..I know it's normal but she is such an ONLY CHILD! Anyways..I am thankful to be pregnant and I am glad everything so far has been okay even though we have a LOOOONG way to go.

12 WEEKS...

Soo..I've broken out SOOO BAD! UGH..I don't remember the acne with Abby but I have some differin and some other gel from the dermatologist and it's starting to clear up but AHHH..YUCK! Oh and I feel sooo bloated and fat this pregnancy..I'm sure I felt this way last time but jeez I just feel fat around the middle and the honestly is THE WORST place to feel fat..oh well I just wish I was far enough along that people KNEW I was prego not just gaining weight:( ...I am trying to excersize on our elliptical at least 3-4 times a week I've really noticed my nausea is better and I'm much less tired at the end of the day when I excersize..and it's a good excuse to download some good itunes :) I haven't really craved anything yet and I really have no appetite I have to eat small small portions throughout the day..lovely lovely pregnancy!!

11 weeks and counting..

So far I really can't complain about this pregnancy..I feel like it's better than when I was prego with Abby but I still get SOOO nauseated and throw up and I cannot eat big meals or even a full meal without getting sick. It's much better that the work I do is on my time and isn't so stressful. Last time I was pregnant I was working and was stressed all the time so I count my blessings everyday I'm not doing the 8-5 thing. Abby is getting SOOOO BUSY! I took her to the doctor with me today and WHAT WAS I THINKING!!? She was all over the place and it was a disaster to say the least we were both worn out by the time we got home so yeah the whole 2 years apart thing is going to be tough!! I do love the age Abby is at right now she is my little partner in crime and she is such a funny girl..she will bring me a blanket and make me wrap her up like a little burrito and rock her while singing "rock a bye baby" I don't know how she is going to handle the little one I am actually TERRIFIED of this..she has always had all the attention from everybody and I don't know how she is going to handle the baby!?? I fear she will be mean and be extra naughty..we'll have to see what happens but I would love to find a good book about dealing with kids so close in age..if anyone has suggestions let me know!