SHE WILL BE WORTH IT..20 weeks

IT IS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooo..this past week I have had stomach flu..BAD!! So bad that while I was standing in line getting ready to pay @ the grocery store somebody smelled like smoke in back of me so I totally threw up in my purse!! HORRIBLE!! I felt like Lynette on Desperate Housewives when she was going through kemo and she was at her sons recital. HAHA....I had just eaten a red vine and yeah it totally looked like I was throwing up blood. I couldn't get out of the store fast enough so right in the enterance there is more throw up. I'm feeling much better but Monday was my doctor appointment and I had my 20 week ultrasound and the baby is looking really good, she is growing and she is such a tired head..she wouldn't wake up and turn around so the doctor could look at her heart but she finally did and they said everything looks normal except that my placenta is low and it is still covering my cervix. So they are doing another ultrasound in 4 weeks and HOPEFULLY it will be moved up or it could be PLACENTA PREVIA!! Scaaaary...I shouldn't have but I read online and it can totally stop the baby from growing and I'll def have to have a c-section and it can cause heavy bleeding. I had very light spotting last week 1 day and that scared me especially knowing what I know now...I've had light cramping so I've tried to take it easy and stop excersizing just until I know for sure that everything is okay.
It is pretty scary but ???? all I can do is hope, pray, & fast and hope that it moves up. I'm getting more excited for this little one!!! I went and bought matching ladybug dresses for her and Abby!! I'm excited to have my 2 girls but I am so scared at the same time. I seem sooo busy with 1 child and newborns are even more time consuming. It will be worth it!!!